not only are you gorgeous but you have brilliant style.
class is forever // posted from LOOKBOOK.nu
I now have 2 husbands-to-be
Alex Pettyfer, and Luke muthafuckin Pickett
OH MY DAYS. Voice of an angel.. body of a GOD <3
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
end of rant thankyou.
From the state of my house this morning i’d say my party was a success.. or just very very messy.
Man, that Gerard guy literally threw up in every room on my fucking house arrrgh and the worst bit was, he didnt even stay to help clean up :| Was good though and for once everybody who i invited turned up. Me and Shayna have been pigging out on pringles all day :’) Good taimz.
Im so angry and upset right now. I can’t physically get it into my head how somebody can treat you like shit and not even care. One minute he’s all “you’re pefect man i wish you were my girl” and then the same night, later on he just decides nah i’ve changed my mind and ignores me altogether.
He insists i’ve done nothing wrong, but clearly he’s just changed his mind or something and is being a prick about it. Oh, and how convenient he has a girlfriend now. Hmm interesting! I mentioned this to him and that i thought that was the reason he was being an arsehole and he says “hardly”.
Well he’s given me no other explanation has he! Fucking prick i can’t believe he could treat me like that and not even feel a shred of guilt or anything.
i get let down so much i just expect it to happen.
its as if nobody actually gives a fuck.
sometimes it’s comforting just to write your feelings down, even if no-one cares to read them.
i am utterly in love with audrey kawasaki’s work.
i want a house filled with her paintings. i wish i had her mind and hand.
humans are the most confusing thing in the whole world.
im so lost right now i havn’t done a single thing wrong yet im being treated like shit, when just on friday he was being perfectly normal and lovely as usual.
make up your fucking mind, you can’t just be hot and cold like that :S
Tonight was not what i expected, but in a good way. I think we all had the same thought before we left, we thought when we got there it would be awkward and boring but it really wasnt. it was fun, and i learned alot tonight from Avi. Unfortuanately he didn’t have enough time to give me, Evelyn and Laura a tarot card reading which i was pretty gutted about because everybody else who had seemed really affected by it and i was nervous yet excited to get mine done, but we didn’t have enough time.
We discussed alot tonight, had a good time though. really wanted to phone lewis i havnt phoned him in ages. i just hope im what he expected and vice versa when i go down to Grimsby in Easter :/
“they never really have us if we just keep breathing”
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